i mite be getting expelled- why - because our skool is a piece of shit for shit reasons. any way kat is making me go to A DISCO! my god it is the last one of the year n alllot of ppl are going so yer rite on.... nOT! mm well life sucks but i guess u get that. my dog is being a shit my parents suck ass school is shit everything is crap i want to die. kill me n take away the pain.

Feelings rite now.

pissed off, bored, tired, crappy, annoyed, angry, mad, sad, painful, sick, helpless, alone, afraid, scared, anxious, embarassed, disgusted, pooish!

there ya go thats it mmm hmm.

leaving buh bye

[	mood	|	recumbent	]
[	music	|	Brand new	]

This here is rikki-lees shoe its very pretty

This is my little bekalina

Tis Kate

My little Kattyline

hey look guess who it is its cameron

Its kim kim kim

[	mood	|	numb	]
[	music	|	Bad religion	]

× · I N F O R M A T I O N · × ·
Name: Bridget Bathersby                                                                                                                                                               Where does your last name come from: I dont know.
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Female
B-day: March 14 1989                                                                                                                                                                    Sign: Picies
Religion: I would like to participate in one but unfortunatly am not that involved
Siblings: 2 older brothers
Hair colour: black
Eye colour: blue.
Height: short but tall
Where were you born: gold coast
Where were your parents born: i dont know...bleh
Grandparents: still dont know though i will have to find out one day


· × · R E L A T I O N S H I P S · × ·
Who are your best friends?i dont knoe kat n kim i dont like getting close to ppl.
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no

· × · F A S H I O N | S T U F F · × ·
Where is your favorite place to shop: townsville sucks probably pet sounds
Any tattoos or piercings: Piercings: i have my ears my labrett and my nose.
·
× · S P E C I F I C S · × ·
Do you do drugs?: oh when i can
What kind of shampoo do you use?: shampoo?                                                                                                                                What are you most scared of?: comitment
What are you listening to right now? pantera
Who is the last person that called you?: i dont call people.
Where do you want to get married?: in a graveyard
How many buddies are online right now?: i dont know noone
What would you change about yourself?: not much

· × · F A V O R I T E S · × ·
Color: black,Black, BLaCk!                                                                                                                                                              Food: mangoes
Boys names: corbin derek jackoroni
Girls names: cordeilia
Subjects in school: art                                                                                                                                                                        Animals: the ones that live outside

· × · H A V E | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Given anyone a bath?: arr is that suposed to be kinky? not that i know
Bungee jumped?: no im not that cool                                                                                                                                              Made yourself throw up?: i guess
Skinny dipped?: cant say i have
Ever been in love?: yes.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes.
Pictured your crush naked?: nar
Actually seen your crush naked?: no
Cried when someone died?: yerh
Lied: yerh
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Been rejected? i dont ask people out.
Rejected someone?: yerh.
Used someone?: yerh.
Done anything you regret? yerh plenty.

× · C U R R E N T · × ·
Clothes: black stuff.
Annoyance: everyone everthing.
Desktop picture: me
Book you're reading: obernewton.
CD in player: korn
DVD in player: kung pow

 × · L A S T | P E R S O N · × ·
You touched: kim i guess.
Hugged: trent.                                                                                                                                                                                  You yelled at: dad
You kissed: trent.

· × · A R E | Y O U · × ·
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: can be
Insecure: yes
Hungry: no
Smart: not really no
Moody: yerh
Hard working: arr can be
Organized: nar sorry
Healthy: yerh try to be
Shy: nope
Difficult: yeah
Bored easily: yeah
Responsible: no
Obsessed: not at the moment                                                                                                                                                              Angry: yes.
Sad: yes.
Happy: no
Hyper: not now                                                                                                                                                                               Trusting: yeah

· × · W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A · × ·
Kill?: alot of people
Get really wasted with?: anyone around when im drinking.
Get high with: n e one.
Talk to offline: i dont know
Talk to online: people worth talking to

· × · R A N D O M · × ·
In the morning I am : annoyed angry tired                                                                                                                                             All you need is: everything you cant have
Love is: suicide
I dream about: bad stuff                                                                                                                                                                Sexual preference: male
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes thier music personality peircings..

· × · W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R · × ·
Coke or Pepsi: coke
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or short: tall

· × · W H O · × ·
Makes you laugh the most: funny people
Makes you smile: cant say giggle.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: cant say haha
Is your longest known friend: abby


· × · H A V E | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Save conversations: when it is important
Cried because someone said something to you?: yes all the time.

· × · N U M B E R · × ·
Of times I have had my heart broken: so many times..
Of hearts I have broken: i hope not many
Of girls I've kissed: like 5
Of CD's I own: quite a few.
Of scars on my body: i dont know..
Of things that I regret: i am a regret..

· × · Y O U R | T H O U G H T S · × ·
I know: not.
I want: things i cant have
I miss: that feeling when im with you.
I have: wanted
I wish: i had what i wanted
I hate: everyone
I fear: people
I hear: stuff
I search: for nothing
I wonder: what is wrong with me.
I love: nothing.

[	mood	|	depressed	]
[	music	|	Afi	]

id do n e thing to be with u for that one night just to hold u to feel ur heart i want ur warmth ur lips ur touch i need to be with u i dont want to tell you am i stupid am i lonely we will see what is right will happen what is needed will take place i will find what i am looking for in you and thats my promise

[	mood	|	cynical	]
[	music	|	Afi	]

with one last kiss rushing pain in ur vein blood is poured onto ur sheets a stabbing silence until the end u hear that one last gasp i love you. and i always will.

me n kim went to willows yesturday n stalked 2 guys then we got locked in the willows n got escorted out by the securtiy guards it was crazy we aslo went to the movies. it was pretty boj the grudge. so we went driving with trent n rob there cool. robs funny. we ened up in a scary park then i got a phone call n we had to go. oh well. pretty exciting aye. yerh well this weekedn will be better yes indeed! my dad lost my dog in the garden it is so small n the yards real big i wonder where it is....somewhere

†i love you

†i hate you

†i want you

†i need you

†i feel you

†i see you

†i die

†i live

†i kill

†i breathe

†i craze

†i hope

†i have faith

†i feel nothing

†i take you

†im loved

†im hated

†im dangerous

†im what

†im not

†im metal

i am so frustrated and i dont know why everything is pissing me off . i feel hurt n pain n anger.

bridget

[	mood	|	lonely	]
[	music	|	korn	]

something takes apart of me u and i where meant to be. ha yes i am listening to korn. it is the sexi stuff around today n guess what....i oreder a korn t shirt off the net the other day woot woot. man thats cool. haha. yeh well my day was fucking boj. what the fuck.... some ppl are real fucked. but yeh you get that right? do u think 3 days is a long time to not talk to someone! yeh well i think it is oh well....FUCK KORN UR HOT! my phone is lying next to me n guess what no messages. why dont ppl have credit these days. a good someone. MAN today at the shop i saw all these awseome t-shirts we never get band tees up here apart from pet sounds which are all over sized n dont fit n e one but no dissingoutige to them COZ THEY RULE. mother fuck....

u want me to be something i cant ever ever be.... i never like guys that like me bak dammit. but yeh i suppose they have there problems these days. my head is banging. OMG MAN my cat caught a bird b4 it was some scary shit i kicked the cat n the bird was like rolling round on the ground.....it freaked me out. i have nothing to do there is noone online.

Bleeding blood,Crying tears,Unbearable pain,
Through all these years.
Only Friend,In my life,Is my gleaming,Shinning knife.
Ending it here,On my bed,
Tomorrow morning,I'll be lying here dead.

Id been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life n sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of u, u make me so unhappy Id take my life and leave love with u Id kill myself for u Id kill u for myself

yes well steady on aye. this is the first time i have listened to something without changing it pantera after like 5 songs man im doing well aye aye aye....

im going

bridget

[	mood	|	frustrated	]
[	music	|	shit all	]

mother fuker. i am in class doing shit all n bored. its funny coz i dont know what i am feeling if im sad or happy im just meh! i wanna get out of this school it is a hole. black death on the door a message sent for hope and justice.one person stands she is no one here shes nothing.

moving on..man im so depressed today i was having a good day but then my best friend got mad at me. KAITLEN HOPE HOLLWAY! u poo. oh well. i feel like shit my throut is sore n im tired tired of this shitty shit place i wanna breathe but i cant find the door. come and take me away so i can be happy and free.

i think i like someone hmm but i aint saying who. fucking hell ppl cant keep there mouths shut i swear....there is a bad rumour bout me going round it is true well part of it.....is making out with a girl while have sex with somone elst a threesome!!!! strange coz i didnt think so...

i am sick of fighting with ppl im sick of everyone im sick of everything.

bridget

[	mood	|	optimistic	]
[	music	|	panterA	]

MMk i am in science n kat is meowing...like a cat. holy shit let me tell u i had the best weekend in the world....it involved drinking n yeh drinking. but it was fun n one of my best friends dad got beat with a stik. you know i could live in a pool! they rok...my head is beating with kats dmf dmf dmf. me n my little metal head. moving on to the weekend. i had sex in front of my friend not good. but oh well being smashed didnt help. my little kat is coming out with me on the weekend...well she better be...or i will attack her...attack her with stiks...some ppl are strange! berry strange..
i want to bite ur head off but for some strange reason i would rather lick it.
live it every day
While you're mind's far away
I'm out here putting pride on the line
And you case on me with pure respect
One chance at one thing
Hard time is coming
My time, your pain
I reign on you
thats the sexi music n i love it pantera..you own me!
bridget